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hi

I’m sad and I don’t have anyone to talk to right now

Well.. I have. I just don’t want to see pity from their eyes
Because that’s the last thing I need right now.

I have a heavy feeling
My eyes and my heart are heavy, and I believe that it was clearly seen to my face
Because I’m so fucking transparent
I’m not that good in pretending
I hate lying
I hate everything
I hate myself for hating everything and everyone when I’m mad and broken.

SHIT. WHY CAN’T I JUST BE HAPPY ALL THE FUCKING TIME?!

Hikbi

Sa apat na sulok ng silid

Nagtatago ang mga hikbi
May lihim na nagkukubli
Naghahanap nang iintindi
Umaasang pag labas ay sisilay ang ngiti

Namumutawi ang katahimikan
Ang tanging maririnig ay ang pag hikbi
Hikbing maraming pinanggagalingan
Ngunit isang tao lamang ang dahilan

Hindi ko alam kung kailan matatapos ang pag agos ng luha
Hindi ko alam kung paano ito tatapusin
Sinimulan ko sa pag hinga
Nagbabaka sakaling ito ang maging solusyon
Bumilang ng isa, saka binuga
Inulit-ulit hanggang lima
Ngunit walang napala
Patuloy pa ring bumabagsak ang mga luha

Sinubukan kong mag-isip ng masaya
Umaasang sana ito na ang magpatigil sa pag agos ng luha
Ngunit natatakpan ito ng mga dahilan ng pag iyak
Napasandal sa pader para hindi tuluyang bumagsak
Dahil ang mga tuhod ay nanghihina
Hindi na normal ang pag hinga
At ang isip ay nababalutan na ng hindi magaganda

Bumilang ako ng isa hanggang lima
Isa. Isang oras akong umiyak sa silid na iyon ng walang karamay kundi ang sarili ko
Dalawa. Dalawang beses akong nagpigil ng iyak sa harap mo
Tatlo. Tatlong beses akong tumigil sa pag iyak pero pagtapos ng tatlong segundo ay heto nanaman ang mga luhang hindi maubos-ubos
Apat. Apat na beses akong magpapasalamat sa pader sa pag salo at sa buong silid sa pakikinig ng aking mga hikbi
At lima. Limang beses akong huminga ng malalim at nagdasal na sana.. sana mapatawad kita.

Temporary

You came without prior notice

I thought it was a joke all this time
But that night
That dark night beside the shore with a cold wind and stars overhead
You confessed and I just answered with a smile
And from that moment, for so long time
I felt something tickled my heart.

Right then,
You became consistent on making me feel special
I knew that I’m falling
But you stopped, flew away and left me hanging without saying anything
So here I am,
Had so many questions in mind that is seeking for answers
Yet I don’t want to bother you and it’s not my thing to chase after people who I didn’t do anything wrong with

But still,
thank you
Thank you for leaving before I fell in love with you completely
My feelings vanished so easily
And thank you for being one of the reasons who made me believe that some people came not to stay.

Let Our Love Save Us

Staring at you with those mesmerizing eyes,
I can’t take off my smile
Seeing your smile that’s oh so lovely,
makes me hold my breath for a while

Holding your hand,
it gives shiver to my spine
Cupping your face,
gives me the urge to kiss you

Hugging you,
gives me comfort
Kissing you,
makes my heart skipped a beat

Hearing those three words from you,
makes me love you even more

Oh how I love you babe
Your love makes me come up for air
Drown with me
And let our love save us.

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